Pilot

I thought i wanted to be a pilot. That would really be cool. It seemed so exciting and i would get to see new places.

Then i realized, just as with any other job, that they don't just let any fuckhead fly a million dollar piece of equipment with peoples lives, and not to mention the companies standing as a safe aviation company, in their hands. It requires dedication, long flight school, and perfect vision.

The vision part is something i definitely wouldn't pass unless i get laser eye surgery.
Honestly? What i really want to do is travel. I want to work at a job that takes me to different parts of the world constantly. Yeah, theres flight attendant, but my pride would never let me do a job like that. Air Marshal would actually be pretty appealing, but without even googling that i know, just as with the pilot, they don't let any fucker get onto a plane with a gun. You probably first have to be a federal agent for a little while before they even THINK of letting you do that. Not to mention the physical requirements.

fuck. Now im tired and thinking of sleeping for 2 hours then waking up. According to my track record this definitely will not be happening and it's stupid for me to think so. But oh well, at least ill read the two chapters from the book i have to have read before tomorrow at 12 anyway.

ahh FML (Fuck My Life)